Well, I bet I didn’t state any resolution of have to update my blog more frequently It had been about half year when I last blogged, I know that’s very bad.

Since I started working in April 07 ago, my status of appearance on ALL online activities went to minimum. I rarely browse net other than doing routine online transactions/ checking mails/ seeking for jobs or purchasing air tickets. As what I was really sick of was the overloaded work in my previous company. Yea, PREVIOUS I repeat!! No doubt it was a very good start in my career path, I learnt and gained a lot in the one year. No regret too, since I get to know gang of very very good colleagues and manage to social within vendors. Thanks to GCH Retail, thanks to DFI, thanks to my loving colleagues and bosses.

Thank God, the timing is just too accurate that I able to change to a new company after a year working with my previous company. And yet this is my so called “dream company” which I was to apply since last year before I finished my final semester in University. I managed to squeez my interview, tendering, sign up offer letter, medical check-up, job hand-over, new room hunting, moving to new place, rescheduled my 3 weeks Euro trip & finally report duty in ONE month time.

Yea, I’ve shifted from Shah Alam to Bukit Jalil last end month, 30th April. Reported duty to new company on 2nd May, and OT for following weekends -_- Well, 3 days in new environment I found very big changes in many things. Rules & regulations upon our own responsibility is what I’m loving here. No more clock in/out, no more formal dress code, no more FOC OT etc etc. Although I miss unlimited milo powder supplied for my thick thick Milo kosong every morning, the coffee dispenser in new pantry is not my cup of drink

Well, it’s still too early to comment a lot, I know not lil I’ve been commenting. Hopefully this is a good new start!

7 days passed in the year of 2008, but it’s never too late to jot down my new year resolutions I bet.

1. Say bye-bye to obesity!! Although this had been repeated to be my resolution since many years ago, I believe this time is REAL!! I’m serious, man! Even better if able to sign-up and click to a proper fitness centre to exercise regularly.
2. Get a better job. It doesn’t mean that my recent one is not good nor I don’t love it, but I’m really not so content with the pay.

3. Able to clear at least 25% of my PTPTN.

4. Get a medical card cum saving insurance.

5. Travel at least once to island and once overseas.
6. Go back to hometown for at least 3 times in a year, which means once every quarter year.

7. Not celebrating Valentines’ Day alone (sounds a bit hard) and say bye-bye to lonely Christmas as well (great challenge might be).

8.. to be continue!

I started the begins of the new year of 2008 with nice breakfast with my fellow housemates this morning before I went to office. Yea, I need to work on New Year even for the month end and year end account closing! But I’m glad that I have a gang of housemates who willing to wake up early and accompany for breakfast in this public holiday. I can hardly remember when I last took my breakfast, I always take brunch, 2 in 1!

A glass of thick Old Town white coffee + Tomyam crab mee hoon  + toasted kaya bread

Big thanks to a friend of mine, Hanneng who sending me New Year postcard far from Singapore.  Quite surprise to receive his card again this year, thanks for not forgetting me my friend!! Blessed 2008 to you too..

The two postcards sent to me for these two years

Front

Back

2007 is most contented year in these 23 years of mine. Biggest changes of course might be switching my role form a student to a working lady. Sounds good when I was able to get a job that easy at the same time doing my practical. But that’s also the begin of my miserable life. Workload with unmatched underpaid salary driving me crazy and exhausted. Stress and pressure from supervisor and boss forced me to work FOC OT until my housemates can hardly see my shadow at home on weekdays. Dilemma of changing job once again drag me to the darkest. Now only hope that 13th month salary I will be getting on coming Jan won’t be under-expectation. Else.. I might need to swear for the rest of the year!

This year is like, the year of I started to feel how horrible it was when I keep informed for friends’ wedding after attended the first wedding dinner of a good friend in my life. Thing goes worse when I got that my 1st BF was getting married and 2nd was falling in love with another girl yet I’m still single after so many years!! I couldn’t make a very good excuse to be sad since I know I love them no more. But hate to tell, the feeling sounds really bad, what an irony!

Worse comes to worst when I had to say bye bye to the umbrella and the handphone tie after the title from “lil princess” turns to “my friend”. Thing just happened too fast and too furious, seems to be ended up before I can make sure what that was.

say bye bye to baby-blue-umbrella; say bye bye to you!

Thank you for the souvenir, but have to say bye bye too. Bye bye  sweet pinkish tie~

this normal tie and the solitaire theme is only what I deserve~

How come so many miserable things happen on me through out the year?! Maybe I’m just normal human being who always remember bad things. Well, praying for better 2008. At least make myself someone who always remember nice and good things and to be happier and contented with my life.

Michie, let’s pray for better 2008! Gambadeh~

This was a most surprising Christmas present I got from my mom this year. It’s about a wedding annoucement of my very first ex-boyfriend.

Congratulations for your new marriage, Samson. Wish you live happy ever after with your loved one. This is a merry yet happy news, no need to be so secretive man!! Although you might not be reading this..

newspaper cutting from my mom edited!!

1. Went to Redang for 2^nd time.

2. Met a bloody car accident, luckily noone hurt.

3. Had my first interview in my life which last for 2 hours

4. Got my first job.

5. Ushered in company’s function, Famous Brand.

6. Admitted about a week due to dengue fever, worst experience in my life. Blood was taken and tested for 20 times in a week.

7.Lost 4 kgs in a week during admitted and gained 5 kgs back after a week home-staying.

8. Got my first increment after probation.

9. Went for the Japan Festive- Bon Odori.

10. Had first supplementary card from beloved daddy.

11. Had first primary card after half year.

12. Went to KK, Sabah.

13. Officially graduated in Bachelor Degree of Business and Economy, major in Finance and Banking.

14. Stepped on the foot of highest mount in M’sia

15. First time to dress in Mongolian costume during company’s BBQ cookout.

16.First attended company Annual Dinner- BBQ Cookout

17. Club and party for n times and drunk for once.

18. First play softball

19. Joined Malay colleagues for buka puasa during Ramadhan month.

20. Participated Run for Hope, Terry Fox Run Kuala Lumpur 2007.

21. First time facing dilemma in my career.

22. First attended my best friend’s wedding.

WELL wELL weLL welL well.. I’m no longer 22nd on 15th..  Wish myself happy 23rd~

Copy-catted from Kenny’s blog..

Where Is The Love?

What’s wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you’re bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that’s exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y’all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x)

It just ain’t the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world the insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don’t belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
With this world that we living in
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars’ going on but the reasons’ undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth
Then you never know love
Where’s the love y’all?(I don’t know)
Where’s the truth y’all?(I don’t know)
Where’s the love y’all?

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the lovex2)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I’m getting older y’all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema
Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we’re spreading anomosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling under
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling down
It’s no wonder why sometimes I’m feeling under
I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(fade)

Few buddies are going to Black Eyed Peas concert at Genting coming Friday. I ain’t joining, but I belive they’ll surely show off the hot and live atmosphere with me through cell-phone. Will ‘em find the answer of the title of the song after the concert?

Solitaire is not only the game we always play to kill time. Solitaire means loneliness in French. What is definition of loneliness? From wikipedia, it’s defined as:
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than just the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any form of meaningful human contact. Lonely people often experience a subjective sense of inner emptiness or hollowness, with feelings of separation or isolation from the world.

Cela fait des années que tu te sens seule..

how many Long Islands Vodcas and Magaritas?

how many Chivas and Black Labels?

how long had not Thank God for Fridays?

how many miserable  Saturday nights there were?

how many tears  at 24 hours Mc Ds’ seats?

how many tasteless Mc porridges?

how many times vomit in the public toilets, road side, fountain side?

how many insomnia nights?

how many sleepless nights with 988?

when will be full-stop after so many question marks?

楓 周杰倫
作詞：宋健彰(彈頭) 作曲：周杰倫 編曲：鍾興民

烏雲在我們心裡擱下一塊陰影
我聆聽沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美麗的風景
總在回憶裡才看的清
被傷透的心能不能夠繼續愛我
我用力牽起沒溫度的雙手
過往溫柔已經被時間上鎖
只剩揮散不去的難過
緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念
我點燃燭火溫暖歲末的秋天
極光掠奪天邊 北風掠過想妳的容顏
我把愛燒成了落葉 卻換不回熟悉的那張臉
緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念
為何挽回要趕在冬天來之前
愛妳穿越時間 兩行來自秋末的眼淚
讓愛滲透了地面 我要的只是妳在我身邊
被傷透的心能不能夠繼續愛我
我用力牽起沒溫度的雙手
過往溫柔已經被時間上鎖
只剩揮散不去的難過
在山腰間飄逸的紅雨 隨著北風凋零
我輕輕搖曳風鈴
想喚醒被遺棄的愛情 雪花已鋪滿了地
深怕窗外楓葉已結成冰
緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念
我點燃燭火溫暖歲末的秋天
極光掠奪天邊 北風掠過想妳的容顏
我把愛燒成了落葉 卻換不回熟悉的那張臉
緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念
為何挽回要趕在冬天來之前
愛妳穿越時間 兩行來自秋末的眼淚
讓愛滲透了地面 我要的只是妳在我身邊

彩虹天堂 劉耕宏
作詞：劉耕宏 作曲：劉耕宏

我不知不覺 又徘徊在從前
秋風悄悄的呼喚 聽來盡是孤單
落葉的期盼 片片左右為難
心走寂寞攀 跟著飄進灰暗
我不聞不問 也許好過一點
被遺憾關在房間 掙扎只是拖延
無望的空談 一聲聲的輕嘆
回憶扯不斷 怎麼擺脫糾纏
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你說的愛 在用幸福觸摸憂傷
兩個人 相守直到百髮蒼蒼
自由的飛翔在燦爛的星光
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你說的愛 在用幸福觸摸憂傷
兩個人 相守直到百髮蒼蒼
自由的飛翔在燦爛的星光
有你在我身旁
我不聞不問 也許好過一點
被遺憾關在房間 掙扎只是拖延
無望的空談 一聲聲的輕嘆
回憶扯不斷 怎麼擺脫糾纏
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你說的愛 在用幸福觸摸憂傷
兩個人 相守直到百髮蒼蒼
自由的飛翔在燦爛的星光
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你說的愛 在用幸福觸摸憂傷
兩個人 相守直到百髮蒼蒼
自由的飛翔在燦爛的星光
有你在我身旁

You ever told me that there’s a MV from Jay that really touch your heart, and you told me there’s even version 2 for the MV from Jay’s best buddy Liu. I didn’t put all these in heart until yesterday I feel really lost, then only I tried to find out what the two MV are about. I was stoned when I got the meaning of the MVs. I bet that’s not the implied meaning that you wish to bring to me. At least I’m not on the horns of a dilemma, I know what I’m doing and what want.