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Too Fast & Too Furious

{ December 31, 2007 @ 12:40 am } · { C'est la vie, Solitaire }
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2007 is most contented year in these 23 years of mine. Biggest changes of course might be switching my role form a student to a working lady. Sounds good when I was able to get a job that easy at the same time doing my practical. But that’s also the begin of my miserable life. Workload with unmatched underpaid salary driving me crazy and exhausted. Stress and pressure from supervisor and boss forced me to work FOC OT until my housemates can hardly see my shadow at home on weekdays. Dilemma of changing job once again drag me to the darkest. Now only hope that 13th month salary I will be getting on coming Jan won’t be under-expectation. Else.. I might need to swear for the rest of the year!

This year is like, the year of I started to feel how horrible it was when I keep informed for friends’ wedding after attended the first wedding dinner of a good friend in my life. Thing goes worse when I got that my 1st BF was getting married and 2nd was falling in love with another girl yet I’m still single after so many years!! I couldn’t make a very good excuse to be sad since I know I love them no more. But hate to tell, the feeling sounds really bad, what an irony!

Worse comes to worst when I had to say bye bye to the umbrella and the handphone tie after the title from “lil princess” turns to “my friend”. Thing just happened too fast and too furious, seems to be ended up before I can make sure what that was.

say bye bye to baby-blue-umbrella; say bye bye to you!


Thank you for the souvenir, but have to say bye bye too. Bye bye  sweet pinkish tie~

this normal tie and the solitaire theme is only what I deserve~

How come so many miserable things happen on me through out the year?! Maybe I’m just normal human being who always remember bad things. Well, praying for better 2008. At least make myself someone who always remember nice and good things and to be happier and contented with my life.

Michie, let’s pray for better 2008! Gambadeh~

Black Eyed Peas

{ October 21, 2007 @ 11:21 pm } · { Solitaire, malheureuse }
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Where Is The Love?

What’s wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you’re bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that’s exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y’all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x)

It just ain’t the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world the insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don’t belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
With this world that we living in
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars’ going on but the reasons’ undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth
Then you never know love
Where’s the love y’all?(I don’t know)
Where’s the truth y’all?(I don’t know)
Where’s the love y’all?

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the lovex2)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I’m getting older y’all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema
Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we’re spreading anomosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling under
That’s the reason why sometimes I’m feeling down
It’s no wonder why sometimes I’m feeling under
I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(fade)

Few buddies are going to Black Eyed Peas concert at Genting coming Friday. I ain’t joining, but I belive they’ll surely show off the hot and live atmosphere with me through cell-phone. Will ‘em find the answer of the title of the song after the concert?

Solitaire

{ October 21, 2007 @ 11:17 pm } · { Solitaire }
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Solitaire is not only the game we always play to kill time. Solitaire means loneliness in French. What is definition of loneliness? From wikipedia, it’s defined as:
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than just the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any form of meaningful human contact. Lonely people often experience a subjective sense of inner emptiness or hollowness, with feelings of separation or isolation from the world.

Cela fait des années que tu te sens seule..

Where is the love?

{ October 21, 2007 @ 11:06 pm } · { Solitaire }
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how many Long Islands Vodcas and Magaritas?

how many Chivas and Black Labels?

how long had not Thank God for Fridays?

how many miserable  Saturday nights there were?

how many tears  at 24 hours Mc Ds’ seats?

how many tasteless Mc porridges?

how many times vomit in the public toilets, road side, fountain side?

how many insomnia nights?

how many sleepless nights with 988?

when will be full-stop after so many question marks?